Catholic schoolgirl Kaylee Reagan, often misunderstood and bullied, tells a lie in confession to cover a sin. While in after‑school detention she snoops and discovers old love letters. Are they Sister Killian’s, Kaylee’s teacher? What is Sister confessing to Father — and why is she angry?
"She held the letter like a relic—edges soft with the sweat of hands that had carried it. The city outside the convent walls had been indifferent for years; inside, a different kind of silence dulled the days. Tom had written once and she had hidden the pages, folding them into the underside of a Bible where only guilt and the smell of old paper resided..."
"A soul-searching tale of secrets, small mercies, and the ways we ask for forgiveness."
An emotional, character-driven historical novel that blends mystery, romance, and moral questioning. When Kaylee discovers old love letters, the search for truth opens long-buried wounds and unexpected compassion.
"A haunting, compassionate read — the kind of story that lingers long after the last page."
"Dwyer writes with restraint and heat. Brings 20th-century New York alive."
4.8★ average rating on Amazon from readers. Finalist — Dante Rossetti (Chanticleer International Book Awards).
Susan researched Manhattan's Catholic schools and family life in the 1930s–60s to create authentic settings and small, revealing details. The novel grew from an interest in moral choices and the hidden ways grace shows up in everyday lives.
"I wanted to write about ordinary people carrying secrets — about how a single letter, a confession, or a small lie can change the course of life. The city and the convent are characters in their own right." — Susan Dwyer
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